father Lord, forgive me.
i'm not a good child of yours.
make me a better person a better leader..
recently i've lost all my happiness and smile..the band make me find back my past.
and my enjoyment.
father i want to get back into your presence, to experience your love again.
i'm feeling so dry and so drained. is it my fault that my usher is not doing well?
God i had tried so hard, so much to make them enjoy ushering, but yet i've failed.
father i am not a failure but would you tell me what to do and why is this thing happening to me?
am i just not a good leader at all?