sometimes i really wonder everything i did is right or wrong.
father help me, i know it's my fault but still,
i lost the fire.
help me find back, the past that i am so excited for you,
but now, i am still excited serving you, but i don't know isit about the people in ministry?
haix. i really don't know what happened?
sometimes i felt so insecured,
wanting to talk to someone.but i always seems so fine, inside my heart i felt so ewempty.
leaders are human too, we feel something also.
i felt so discouraged.
God help me to pick up back again.
i miss the past, really hoped i can stop the time from moving, but
i know i shouldn't look back, so i will just have to move on.
my life is always full of colours, but am i the one who keep on trying to maintain it or isit
people around me to paint my life?