I really don't know what i am thinking now.
God, you told me i could. but it's seems not the way it really were.
i really don't know what to do.would you help me God?
i really don't want to be in this way, but i couldn't help it.
Father, you promised me. i will hold on i believe in you always.
no matter what, i will still believe. am i doing right?
i will just remain there and see what you want me to do.
but i will wait.
i'm sorry Lord if i 've done wrong. guide me please.
sorry father i still trust in you.
