[[*Walk with me through this endless road]]*

Monday, September 29, 2008

1:56 PM

smile like you never had before=)
no one will know when your smile can brighten up other's life!
we live in an imperfect world, so if we keep on frowning isn't it contributing the sad world more?
so smile so that you can be a light that shine in the darkness
A heat the generates when people are cold.
=).this is smile so what is =D, i think means smile bigger.!
sorry girl, i wasn't thinking right, very tired i guess.forgive me ok=(.
great love is smile, greater love is full of joy! so smile more! =)

10:07 AM

Sat, went to help out in children church event,
i am de-activated already but i didn't know=.=
anyway helped out and the kids are very very very cute!!!
oh man! simply loves kids.
got one little boy held my hand, then i guess he's not comfortable about it because his hand is quite small,
soooo he held my index finger instead. so cute little boy.=)
well, i got sun burnt just simply standing under the sun directing the traffic.
the tanning is very uneven=\.
i think sat had just been great!the service were great, everything was just simply wonderful.
i love it=)
oh yes, in bs learnt that the 2nd coming of Jesus is very very near.(just a math calculating)
i just want to treasure every moment and do not want to waste anymore time.
cherish everyone around you.
Father we do not sure when is the 2nd coming of Jesus, but please let me live my life to the fullest.i thank you for everything you've put into my life,
it's simply just great and wonderful.

9:03 AM

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heartbeat
With mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love
Be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I saySo here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll seeWhat your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
And now that you've come back
Turned night into dayI need you to stay

Friday, September 26, 2008

11:47 PM

如果他不珍惜你，
我一定会。who got time machine can lend me.?
be more realistic ba.
我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意是才锁上我心房。
音乐里的旋律来自爱情的魔力更加美丽=)
为有得到真爱才能得到音乐的王者之魂。

11:13 PM

whether to be sad or happy it depends onyour heart.
but soemtimes your hert don't know what to tell you.
just go by your feelings.
跟着感觉走就对了。
最快乐的时候是在我认识你的那一个刹那。
我已经知道我是很==幸福了。
谢谢你。让我在说一次
我想你
也会爱着你。

10:56 PM

it's good to be like this..really.
sorry we really should stay a distance for now.
are u avoiding me? or should i say i'm sorry if i were to avoid u.
because... i don't know what to do for now. really don't know.forgive me

10:18 PM

i felt totally awkward and werid. i don't like this feeling. i just hope that this type of feelings should fade away soon. i'm glad you made your choice! that's what you should do and be on your choice ok? if we knew each other earlier. IF. do you think that we met is wrong? i don't know.should we? or shouldn't?father you always have your plan. i will follow, bring me up again.
be happy!
i will still say. when you're happy i will be too

3:41 PM

不管你的选择是什么
只要你开心我就开心。
你的笑容依然那么灿烂
可爱又美丽。
不要烦恼，不管怎么样我会陪在你身。
只要看到你的笑容就可以了=)

12:40 PM

I should be happy about this.atleast i know something.

I'm sorry, that's the reason why i wanted to avoid in the first place.

thanks!

8:57 AM

Am i doing the right thing?
i felt so bad. because it seems to be like i shouldn't be like this.
but it's just that only moment, even if it is once is a blessing to me.
that's why i need a time machine.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

11:59 AM

why do i have doubts?
i really don't know!
i'm sorry, i shouldn't let all these thoughts come out of me.
i miss you girl.

10:15 AM

我真的不知道我该怎么办。我好想你，每天都情不自禁的在想念你。
这到底是对还是错。谁能告诉我。
对不起我不想这样的，我知道是不对的，但是我就是
好想念你。
不管怎么样
你开心我就开心。

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

2:33 PM

上帝我有点喘不过气,
但是我知道你在我的身边谢谢你！=)

1:09 PM

对不起，我知道我不应该这样，
距离一点或许是帮助吧。
答应我你一定要快乐，
因为你快乐我就快乐。

12:44 PM

i don't know whether isit right or wrong.
but one thing i know is. you happy i am happy too.
wo zhi dao gen zhe gan jue zou jiu dui le.
黑夜的转弯是白天
伤心的转弯是快乐
很多时候生命要给自己一个转弯会更快乐一点。

12:10 PM

I really don't know what i am thinking now.
God, you told me i could. but it's seems not the way it really were.
i really don't know what to do.would you help me God?
i really don't want to be in this way, but i couldn't help it.
Father, you promised me. i will hold on i believe in you always.
no matter what, i will still believe. am i doing right?
i will just remain there and see what you want me to do.
but i will wait.
i'm sorry Lord if i 've done wrong. guide me please.
sorry father i still trust in you.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Ivan's theory

12:08 PM

Smile and sadness leaves you.
Laugh and sadness run away from you!
In life there you be ups and downs.
If you can handle it well, it will be interesting like roller coaster.
sadness is just a contrast for happiness.
If sadness does not exist how do you experience happiness.
You wouldn't know what is happy.
Rainbow only appear after rain.
You need to have rain then you can see rainbow.
Smile deeply inside your heart,
no matter what you are still shinning.
the the light shine in you!
smile girl.

10:41 AM

Father, i put my trust in you. Believing you with all i can. Everything i ask in prayer, believing and i will receive. that is the promise of yours God.this will be held on forever till forevermore. Amen.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Sat service

10:22 AM

Sat, doing stage 2. very fun! haha!
the last time i did stage 2, is in a chaos, though is my first time doing.
sat is my 2nd time doing stage 2, from the start seems abit chaotic, but reaches the start of service,
everything wen into place.
Being right in the front of the stage is very good. the presence of the Lord is very strong!
when i focus, i felt him. is very smooth and great!
during sermon, time passes very fast, can focus better at the front even though i have to lift up my head to look at pastor haha neck tired.=x
the sermon is really great! we are the son and daughters not just a servant.
what can a son and daughter do, a servant may not do it.
we as the children will do without being told and we enjoy doing it for the house of the Lord! =)
after service did attendance at the start of doing it, with the help of hui erl but she went in for oscar.
i was left alone to do it! and is my first time doing it alone =.=!
Thank God hubert helped me when i don't know what to do!haha
Thanks Hubert! he even helped me to keep the com sets! so nice of him!
Hui erl inform me through coms that there are 101 late comers me and hubert heard 101 walk outs!then i com in and say!
"I had finished the attendance already but don't know where is the 101 walk out i have to put"
then i heard the oscar room got very loud laughter! then i know i had said something really wrong and funny! =.=! really is me! she say is 101 late comers not walk outs! aiyo!
ok, on the way home at 10.30p.m i called my section leader she told me i'm going take a new team in the section. Praise the Lord rising up is one of my vision!
i really prayed i that i can be a good team leader! =)
-ivan

cell group.

10:03 AM

Fri is some sort like a Discussion time.
Personally i really felt is quite good to have this session. everyone can share how they feel.
how we are supposed to do in order to make our cell group better.
I shared about how we are during the JW days.
I know we shouldn't be looking backwards as we have to move on to the future.
but as we move on, we need to be better, but if we didn't become better, we have to reflect back why in the past had been great.
remember in the days at JW, our cell group had been really bonded very close with each other.
usually after service, we will be at rivera. fellowshipping as a cell group.
at that moment everyone is very close with each other.
Now i feel that our cell had cliques more than as a cell.
After i've shared about this, we've decided to be as close as how we are in the past!
finally we had dinner together as a cell group after cell group meeting. how long have we not fellowship in this way already, 2 tables not enough to fill all the cell group members. getting the bonding back. and i really pray that we can be much better. =)

9:58 AM

Today is the 22nd sep, but i am going to blog about 8th sep hahaha!
first of all i am sorry for not blogging for very long. very lazy =xx
well! Now i have to thank everyone for the birthday greetings and presents.=)
i love it so much thank you guys!
Birthday is just another day. if you're happy, everyday is a birthday to you.
so people be happy and let everyday to be your special day alright =)

Monday, September 8, 2008

7th sep 08 work

10:10 AM

7th sep yeaterday worked at expo hall 3 as an usher for Thomas & friends event. very interesting! saw so many cute children with their parents. very fun hahaha. i'm doing as an usher to give out boost

er chair for the kids.we have limited booster seats but the parents so unreasonable. kept on asking from us and got angry. it is first come first serve basis. well forget it, it is the expo sistic fault not ushers fault. hey take a look at the little baby, very cute right! haha the baby is one of the kid that don't want to stay inside then the maid took the baby out. the parents stayed inside with another of their kid.so we entertain the kid hahahaha. then got one child went crying and come out. as an usher our job is not just usher people, but to make the kid laugh as well=.= so we make the kid stopped crying and he started to perform for us. then the mum say he is not coming to watch show but to perform himself. haha.that's for it worked for 2 session from 12.15 to 6, and i think i'm gonna get 48- 50 dollars.=)

Thursday, September 4, 2008

New class w36C

8:58 PM

The new class is good! i can say not bad la the people there.
quite fun and exciting. the 2nd day of school it's already very noisy hahaha!
but there are some people whom i don't agree with how they work, but still love them!
16 weeks of school together with them! cannot be unhappy!
i want to lead a good and happy school life! enjoy my this 16 weeks with new classmates!=)
they are cool people=)

Really missed JW church!

8:54 PM

Last sun just went back JW for pst casey threat 2nd service,
i really missed there so much and the people over there..
i don't know why, but just have the urge to go back. not about being more convenient or what, but is about something within which cannot be descibed verbally.=(
i got some thoughts running in my mind now.....haiyo..
but i love ushering though it may be tough sometimes. sacrifices is the best worship to the Lord.
Charlie 2 this week!exciting, and challenging i prayed that God will guide me and help me!
first time doing it and cheif usher is 84!haha!
i will do well!=)

Monday, September 1, 2008

1st september!

11:28 PM

Today is the TRP outing, in the morning i met charmaine to pass her dictionary for her N level chinese, all the best btw!=).Not enough sleep recently yawnsss.
i meeting my RP friends at 2.30, so i went to the library to read books. I've recevied new revelation from God! i written it down.
here are some part of what i've got.
Faith is more than just a connector,faith is us that brings the connector to connect with God, connect with things that we want it to be done. without Faith, the connector is just connector not being plugged in. But! once you have faith, the connector will be moved by you to connect!
the connector is the grace given by God, thus By grace through Faith!
When we moves, God moves. when we have Faith, God's power will come into you.
Faith is a choice from you, thus you want to bring the grace of God into your life through faith or not is by your choice.
Everything in life God had given you opportunity and chances,
whether you take it or reject it, God gave you the freedom.
So i chose to believe and have Faith in life and in everything!
I believe as i have Faith and confess i will receive! Amen!

there is one part about leaderships.
As a leader we need to have Faith and set an example to our followers.
the leader fears, the follower will fear,
the leader fails, so will the follower.
just like David and the Goliath. David have the faith to overcome the giants.
David succeded then his followers chrage!
He have positive thinking and postive faith!
he did it through, positive thinking, actions then positive Faith!
"I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens us!"
i can do is actions, All things! positive thinking, through Christ who strengthens us is positive Faith! so nothing in this world cannot be done! Have faith Amen! =)

TRP outing!

11:16 PM

these are the photos taken during TRP outing. supposed to have more people joining us, but last min some people back out. Still, it was still a fun day haha.

we went sakae sushi to eat! plates and plates piling up and we are super full! hahaha

breakfast lunch and dinner settled there=.=!

we went to star buck to chill, finally used up the voucher given by ashley!

hmm...there some more photos coming wait up!